Dreaming Her... Again

Last night I was dreaming about her... Well, actually not just her. My whole family. My classmates.

Oh God... I really miss them... I just wish I can meet them again today...

...I miss her... I miss the girl that I love. I really want to be with her. I really want to see her beautiful face everyday. I want to see her smooth hair... I want to see her smile... God... I really love her...

Why do I have to leave?
Why now?

...she's at a very bad condition now... ah--I want to wipe her tears... I want to say to her "everything's gonna be alright... I want to tell her--that no matter what, I will be with her...

But everybody knows that it's impossible for me to do that.
Because sooner or later,... I'm gonna move to China... f*cking China...

I really wish I could stay... I'm just sad...