Let Me Burn Your Heart

Let me burn your heart, mother. LET ME BURN IT

I really hate you, mother. I never wanted to hate you. I never wanted to hurt you. But everything you do--EVERYTHING... corrupts me... everything made me hate you even more, and more...

Be-because... you always wants me to give in to all of your f*king desires... You always wants me to follow everything you said...

Even though it kills me.

It's really killing me inside, mom. It's killing me. Yes, I know. You think this is the best. You do this because you love me.

But your love is KILLING ME! It's burning my heart...

...Let me burn your heart, mother. Let me burn it until there is nothing left. Let me burn it until you realise that you destroyed my heart. Yes, you DESTROYED it. You destroyed it, mom.

All I wanted was a normal childhood. All I wanted was to have a normal live. All I wanted was having a good time as a teenager. All I wanted was being normal. Being alive.

In the outside, I look alive, yes. But in the inside, I'm dead. I feel empty. I feel... like nobody have ever cared about me.

It hurts, ma. It hurts.

Now... please let me BURN your heart...